About lunch time, not being able to endure the tension anymore, I went to a public library and asked for everything they had about Lourdes. “I did nothing!” And my answer was perfectly true. Beeg “Or else you will end up in a pile of ashes like that monitor!” she threatened me and went into the bedroom slamming the door. Then, for this effort, you offer a small amount of money. She squelched my enthusiasm with a wave of her hand. Thinking about her continued to torment to me so strongly that even if I felt the chemistry of the sleeping pill trying to defeat me, I simply could not fall asleep.
